Andy~

2009-05-03T00:56:00.002+08:00

i had moved to sort of start fresh =] would be contacting some friends about it. thats all

2009-05-01T22:54:00.002+08:00

back to blog a little bit. had some chats with hong an and yeah.
and i'm back home thinking of whether should i delete or my archives, as i'm hesitating.
sometimes i wonder why.
perhaps till the day i wanted to forget then i shall delete all my archives and change blog link.

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for some reasons, we didnt really understand each other very well.
perhaps its time for us to understand each other if both are willing to.

2009-04-30T22:08:00.003+08:00

well on second thought, maybe not.
as i guess its really troublesome -.-
maybe i do not need to start afresh, maybe just got to feel fresh

would be back after my battery had been recharged though

2009-04-30T20:12:00.001+08:00

here for a little update, well guess would be moving to a new blog soon.
so yeah, hmm but this blog would still be here so i would not be deleting this haha.
well just wanted a change so yeah =]
sort of like a fresh start too

2009-04-25T02:14:00.003+08:00

here for a little update before turning in. well edited my profile as the previous one seems too well, rude of me. like mei you feng ge -.-

so yeah, well updated bit here and there. so no more regrets this time. =]
well going to make things the best out of it, which includes study, gaming and of cause most importantly, how i live my life =]

well lessons on friday was darn interesting, as the faci who is taking my class shared with us his personal experience in the past, and kinda shocked that he was pai kia once, and boy i agree, nowadays trying to be beng and act big and stuffs are all kiddish.
which i admit being one during my past. so yeah felt that it was childish though, as nowadays when the police come, all run away like seeing a ghost -.-
not like the old days.
after class did have a chat with him as he approached me and the rest of the students for some "getting to know u better" sessions.

well time changes and gotta moved on in life, so no looking back at how i was, but instead how am i going to live my life the way i wanted =]
as mentioned from my previous post, finally reach the age that i had been dreading, so yeah time to buck it up and ENJOY =]

cheers ^^

2009-04-23T21:53:00.003+08:00

finally things turn to a brighter side ^^
hmm its one year for us =]
and aside from that, i'm going to refurnish my house !

hmm as its been really messy, and i dislike messy house, so yeah, and getting help from my father to clear up his things in the house. woo~
like the feeling of turning things to new =]

am feeling happy =] well getting to touch back my old stuffs as the trend is starting to get back, and of cause would have fun and make money =]
aside from that, i actually enjoyed my poly modules, LOL. which really seems like a miracle for me.

well shall update more though ^^
and for once, i really want to make things right in my life. =]
wanted to live it to the fullest since i already reached the age that i had been dreading to reach since secondary school.

so this time, its time to make it right in life =]

2009-04-22T20:56:00.010+08:00

updates about school, hmm well after awhile, everything seems well?
for the do not need to wear formal for four days. woo, but i'm not sure about friday.
my right foot got blisters after wearing two days of coporal shoes and today of my own sneakers.

kept changing class everyday though, which may seem to be a good thing.
felt tired after today as the lesson dragged -.- yawns~

well nothing much to post though, school pretty tiring? =\
hmm well shall wait for some interesting things to blog about then..

2009-04-20T20:53:00.002+08:00

today the first day of school, and its damn kuku la. %$#$
heard news that the course which i'm taking, all the students were suppose to wear formal for day 1. then when i went into school, look like damn kuku lar, wear formal when people around me was wearing causally. imagine that scenario -.-
darn weird la, luckily only two days need to wear fully formal , the other 3 days can wear causual school. if not i think i should have transferrred course or school already.

after that, my class, only like me and one person wearing formal, so yeah at the second break, walked home to change. darn pissed off in school.
after school, had to do rj and stuff. so pratically dislike school from the start.

went to 136 to look for the usual bunch, and victor came as his whole class skipped the 7pm lesson. lol
both of us like darn %$#$ with school la. hmm waiting for holidays.
hmm yeah i think i wouldnt like school from the start, ever since primary school?

i rather have holidays till i bored out then go to school to "study" lol

aside from that, good thing is school is like ending early, so which is a good thing.
no work this week, i'll take it as a break though.

phew. ranted out quite a lot about school. hmm well hated school life anyway, so yeah.
if only society didnt look at qualifications?
but back to square one, i'm using school so to defer from ns till i reached 20 which is i already graduated.

random thoughts anyway. everyone seems to have monday blues,
at 136 too, hong an & wei jie also had monday blues.
LOL

2009-04-19T23:56:00.002+08:00

here for updates =]

on saturday, went for hong an birthday celebration which is near my area. hmm baby came along and did have craps. baby left early. after that with the usual bunch at 136, we headed to yishun GV, supposely we wanted to catch a movie.

but end up we did not find any movies interesting, so we went to chambers for lan. haha
dota for 5 hours -.- which after that it was already nearing 5am. walked to chong pang for drinks.
and i bought this ^^

beancurd is nice =]

it's been ages since i ate beancurd, so bought and ate, and of cause played psp with them.
till about 7 in the morning when we went home.

by the time it's already sunday morning, which is today. went home slept awhile and went to watch the movie, handsome suit again with baby. after that slack awhile before homed.

tomorrow's school and yeah, dreaded school -.-
i rather have holidays =] so that can enjoy more.

2009-04-17T14:19:00.002+08:00

am here to blog a little bit =] went to victor's house yesterday and darn envy his house la. hmm got such a highly resoultion desktop and tv. with ps3 and other electronics. ~.~

oh yeah forgot to mention that he has a cute dog. haha when i and him was transfering things to my hardisk, his dog came up, and keep wanting me to sayang it, hahas darn cute when i sayang it. hmm oh and after transfering things, we headed down to 136 to find hong an and wei jie. after that slacked, crapped and psp.

haha oh and i really gonna refurnish my room, still waiting to save up to buy a new laptop as desktop can be quite expensive, about $3000+ , the one which i had been aiming, so decided to buy a laptop =]
& been considering whether should i get a dog or not, as i might not have time for a pet.

dogs can provide good companionship so thats the reason why i want to have a dog for a pet, but on second thought, hmm maybe not? haha i'm not so financially stable yet, as i'm going to take up driving license by next year.
well after getting the stuffs i want, i'm deciding to save up for a car ^^

so yeah, haha and on a random note,
nightlife are enjoyed =]
but school life aint not ):

school gonna reopen next week, got the feeling of sian already ):
post-school depression i guess

2009-04-16T02:41:00.003+08:00

here's a little post before i'm off to kaboom in bed.

hmm on wednesday afternoon, got prank called by hong an and ah siang to wake up -.- which is considered early for me la, as i was snoozing away around 1+pm. when they called and kept saying, "wake up liao, wake up liao" luckily they didnt add in the part whereby they ask me to get up from bed and go pee -.- orelse i think i would really go bother them with the handsome suit gesture =p
got prepared and went to find them though.
oh and had been pratically doing that geusture ever since i watched that movie with them -.-
& on a note, i dun mind watching the movie " handsome suit" again =]

well aside from that its a small world

tomorrow heading to victor's house before heading down to 136 with him. am going his house to transfer some stuffs haha.
shall update more soon.

2009-04-14T21:44:00.006+08:00

here to update on some things. hmm had a slight headache for these past few days, lol -.-
i'm thinking that it might be the tonning i had on saturday which is causing it.

on saturday, went to catch midnight movie with the usual bunch at 136. well edmond was damn high before catching that movie. hmm after watching the movie, was around 2 in the morning. haha and yeah i and edmond was high to disiao everyone. well after that tonned the night at yishun as me and victor were planning to save money by taking the bus home.

hmm after that sunday, woke up and went to buy formal wear and a tie as my course requires it. lol hmm after that was planning to go back home to get some sleep, while hong an called and asked whether want meet at marsiling. so yeah met up with him and went to find ah xiang as he was working at the fish spa shop. haha
got to try one of the relaxing things, which purge out ur body's posion. so yeah after that went home to sleep.

monday was okay as i went to get some panadol and yeah disiaoed hong an and wei jie at 136. well they said they regretted bringing me to watch that movie. haha well that was the aftermath of watching crappy movie =] after that took medicine and slept.

today was sort of okay, i guess. slept the entire day -.- darn tired, and my headache been acting up. so yeah ended up slept till about 9 i guess.

yawns*

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edited 12.54am

well sometimes perhaps its just over concern i guess.
trying to make a difference but it seems distant or unwanted.
so guess its time i just like keep comments to myself ?
or is it the time for me to just find more confidence in myself and believe more?

and i do hope that everything would go back to how they were,
so that i would be able to understand and treat u better.
maybe sometimes i expect to get back the same amount that i gave,
but it may seems wrong isnt it.
so maybe what goes wrong is that i gave too much till i expect it to be the same when u gave or is it that i'm always comparing with other couples that make it turn sour?

2009-04-09T13:12:00.003+08:00

school gonna open in a few weeks time ): i'm really missing my holidays even though my holidays are about 3 months. sign..

the fact is i actually do not find my holidays short though, well that's including that you work and don't go out most of the time like me. ):
a few things that i had during these holidays. most of the things are bad due to one thing or another. well work isnt getting enjoyable as last time though. so i'm having thoughts of looking for other jobs.

another thought that cross my mind was gaming -.- currently during these past few weeks, i had been sleeping at 4am as i cant seem to sleep only until 4am -.-
but my laptop cant game, if only my laptop can game, haha i would sure be enjoying my time till 4 in the morning.

oh and on baby's birthday, spent the almost the whole day with her =]

yesterday went for typoid injection at work, oh and everyone begin to grab the arms of those who got the injection. well one of my friend, chef wai hong, grabbed my arm without knowing that i got the injection. darn freaking pain sia. -.-

2009-04-06T23:53:00.003+08:00

i'm here to blog again. well am going to blog about a topic on people eyes.
some eyes are happy eyes, while some have eyes full of sorrow while some are just filled with innocence.

people say that, when you look at someone eyes, you could tell that whether people had their eyes filled with regret or filled with happy moments.

if someone can really tell that from looking at my eyes. i wondered whether that someone would be shocked enough from looking. wondered whether the someone could see how anguish i felt for all the while. how much hatred i had for all things in my life, how much hope i had lost, how much sorrow i felt, how much things i had lost..
i guess that someone or whoever would be shock to see that. as from appearance, i can be carefree. i meant appeared to be.

its just a wishful thinking anyway. i'm so sick and tired of my own life, any unhappy things i had, i cant change it, always never be able to change it no matter how hard i try.
somehow i lack the courage that i'm suppose to have. so what's a me without a courage suppose to change anything, so gradually i learnt to take a mask and hide. as thats the only thing i could do.
ignorance is bliss as what people say.

somehow i dislike reality in a sense, i had very few friends and i thought that all of them i could depend on. but actual fact is a big NO. well so much for friends.

i like dreaming when i'm sleeping. seriously dreams are always better than reality. some of my dreams are really simple and could be done in reality.

i am going to quit my job soon and i think i better start looking for another new one.
sometimes i do admit that i am selfish, but that is the aftermath of going through what i had been through.
yeah sometimes i did not consider about people's feelings, but do people considered mine when they did anything.

that's one point i do not understand, and seriously i like dreaming more than anything. as dreams can be so sweet but when the sun is up, its gone like a burst bubble.

2009-04-05T08:18:00.002+08:00

currently at baby's house & i shall update more later on. had about 4 hours of sleep since i slept like so freaking early as in the wee hours of morning. well had been feeding my ears with music from my psp since i did not feel like gaming.

well woke up and saw baby switching on her laptop. haha hmm and currently i'm using her laptop instead of her =p
oh and yeah i finally bought a zinc bag for normal outings and stuffs as i had one bag for bringing to work and a laptop bag for school.

on a random note, i often find myself ranting and reflecting at the same time for some of my posts, hahas. well i guess blogs are meant that way, isn't it? to keep our memories and sometimes reflect on our past actions so we mature along the way. oh and i forgot to add in, it never hurts to have a good laugh at one ownself =]

2009-04-04T12:48:00.002+08:00

here's something to start with. its saturday. time is sure flying fast & 2 more weeks, school gonna reopen soon which i find my holidays starting to get very little and little at a time.
hmm oh well, i guess i have to make do with the 2 weeks to enjoy my time =]

and i found out how i sort of wasted my holidays away as i spent most of my time at 136 crapping away. well it can be a blessing in disgiuse as i might not get into trouble. well that's another story.

there are certain things which i do not feel comfortable blogging here as there are friends who are not in my circle of close friends and i would like to prevent gossips. but there are some who i disclose to them as i sort of treated them as close friends..
well i often hinted something on my blog but pratically most of the time i just vented it out here.

things i could and could not handle, its just that i got too caught up in these stuffs till i find myself changing. sometimes i had a simple life which i might find it boring and just wanted a change, but often i find myself regretting that.

the world is constantly changing, and i do wonder that is it the friends around me who are changing or is it just me?
i often think of going back to where i had just graduated from secondary school and just entered poly a few days ago as that is when i am close to the friends who i everyday sms and crap all day.

sometimes i just wanted to go back to how i was close with those friends which i mentioned above when i just entered poly not long. but somehow or another it seems pretty hard enough,

i had a dream this morning and i wondered if it would come true?

2009-04-03T14:57:00.002+08:00

am here to blog random again. took this pict while out with baby at jurong point. well that's orange kaya, which really remind me of my childhood as i used to like this kaya spreaded on plain bread for my afternoon snack and supper =]
miss my childhood though as growing up can be a thorn in the bed of roses lots of time.

hmm on the note, had been sleeping very late recently again for no reasons and time seems to pass so fast that whenever i look at my laptop's time before turning in for bed, its already 3am in the morning -.-

well about the new bag, might be going to zinc to have a look as i figured that getting a branded bag doesnt really matters =]

2009-04-02T23:29:00.004+08:00

hey i'm back after like so many days lol. well went for friend's birthday the last saturday, and me and edmond had our stomach bloated with gas after eating and glupping down 1 mug of beer -.- and the bloated stomach continued for one or two days lol.

was out to bukit panjang with baby to visit one of her friends who was working there. well slacked awhile before heading to her house to slack again.

oh well here to mention april fool and got the biggest prank in my life, lol. well anyway manage to prank a few of my friends. hmm got bern to be worried =p hahas anyway felt bad about pranking on her.
after that met zhichong and the usual bunch at 136 =] haha played psp till about midnight and went to pasa malam to ate our dinner. hahas was fun hanging out with them.

today was so-so, went for something and had some kind of down feeling though, it sucks seriously =/

oh and the moon is beautiful tonight =] haha like walking randomly at night around the void deck
while enjoying the breeze. random night with random moon. darn nice but still lacking my ice lemon tea to drink while looking at the moon.

2009-03-25T20:25:00.005+08:00

this is the third time i'm blogging and this can seriously show that i had nothing else better to do.

so yeah pratically went to 136 to find the usual bunch and we did some stuffs together.
so here's one example of what we did. me and hong an were talking to this cat called garfield. yeah we were talking to it with our own language which is chinese

heres the pict of garfield and wei jie is patting it.

well there's one incident whereby hong an talk to it until it got irritated and just went to sit at the shop entrance and pratically tried to scratch anyone who walk pass.

sometimes when you are bored out till you are feeling dizzy, this is what you can do. talk to your pet =]

2009-03-25T12:39:00.007+08:00

hmm i'm blogging again for the second time though, since i woke up early & seriously there's nothing to do online -.-

the funny thing for this afternoon is that i'm doing random stuffs such as browsing through archieves. well one is myself and the other is baby. hmm yeah seems random of me and i did found some screenshots which was taken quite some time ago while on webcam with baby.
which she did not delete as i found them in another folder in a corner of my laptop =p

hmm so yeah, might surprise her with these screenshots, maybe might showed it to her on her birthday? haha think that she would hate me more -.-

sometimes flipping through memories of the past, it may seem more pleasant than the present.

well when i looked back, i often see myself and which things i was concern about, in secondary school i was concerned for my looks & fringe -.- as i wanted to be good looking and get into a relationship.
but currently i'm in a relationship and things differ from the past as in how i wanted it to be, but i learnt to accept what is flaws and beauty in life.

its good to take a laugh at myself as in how childish i could get in secondary school =] each day pass by and i grew to be what i am today. & the funny thing is that when i was that childish, i always thought that i was pretty much mature. LOL, cant really believe what i was thinking those days back =]
shakes head* hmm yeah i wouldnt ever dare to say i was mature again LOL.
and i didnt know that i could play with those fonts such as "nah" etc. and my shortforms were like alot till no comments.
to put it simply i was shocked by my own language and choice of words -.-

here's an example to show how i chidish i was back then, " wah kao, dun believe sia, mi fail my paper sia" well simply can laugh my ass out when reading my archives -.-

on another note,
had some things i recently wanted to do and i do hope that i get the chance to do it.

2009-03-25T02:46:00.003+08:00

random post, well i'm going to sleep soon as i just finish a book of manga online ~.~
learnt how to make a fruit appetiser today & i'm gonna make some for my mum and baby. well shall see how again =]
& i'm not telling on the ingredients until i make them for people to eat.

i'm having thoughts of getting a new sling bag at zinc as crumpler is way too expensive for me currently ): sian sia. hmm after the sling bag, would have to saved up and wait to buy a new laptop a year later along with a new set of speakers. haha that would be when i would refurnish my room =]

on another random note, i'm thinking of working at bakerzin for awhile as my current workplace is giving me peanuts pay and lesser working days.
and on another thought, i think i could become more of a gamer since i'm sleeping pretty late at night due to my mangas =p

thats all, will update again.

2009-03-24T02:40:00.003+08:00

yeah back blogging again since i'm reading mangas for the past few days & baby been sleeping early.

& i currently been having a bad habit of sleeping late such as 3+am in the morning ~.~ the reason is very simple, not because i had been chatting on msn, but mangas.
yeah trust me, trying reading in the middle of the night & if you hooked up by the storyline, there goes some hours of sleep. ~.~

there are still lots of interesting mangas, but there's work tomorrow. hmm then who can help me read my mangas and tell me the storyline? maybe i can ask baby =p hmm so if you see this, help me read kay and thanks in advance for telling me the storyline ah =x

hmm on a random note, i checked my next semster classes & it isnt good -.- darn far from the entrance, of all the blocks must be E block, lol. hmm i dun mind W blocks as they are nearer =]

baby got in the syf, and hope she can get what she aims for in her cca =]

random things sometimes can add up to most parts of our lifes.
& got to know somethings which turn out to be a happy ending.
which may seem random for me to blog like this, but sometimes gotta take my hat off to the usual bunch at 136 as they really can joke about anything -.-

trust me, almost anything -.-

but hey at least they sort of took my mind off awhile for today. =]
& i'm starting to really pick up lots of crapping from them.

so good news is i learn how to crap more ^^

bad news is baby is gonna suffer more from my crapping than my friends =x so is that a good thing or a bad thing?

oh and on finiancial wise, i'm still thinking of go bakerzin, wonder if there's a kitchen side in there which would need staffs.

alright am going to sleep. night

2009-03-23T21:48:00.005+08:00

here for some updates, well friday, baby came to find me in the morning, & she pratically have to wait for me to fully wake up =p after that went 136 to find the usual bunch to get baby's psp modified.

we went to woodlands point to get my earpiece and after that headed back to 136, and hong an asked me to try the fish spa. well first time trying the fish spa for me , hong an & baby.

so here's a pict of our 3 legs in the pool. baby was freaking out as she finds it ticklish while me and hong an were having a good time ^^

this is my good buddy, hong an. haha see, he's having a good time

and so am i =]

here's a closed up pict on the fishes in the fish spa, crowding on my legs

this is a pict taken for fun, well the card belongs to one of my friend, haha

finally here's a pict for 11 month for me and baby. considered it a present since we always exchanged present for odd months anniversary =]

here are some moments for us, and i like the braclet which i gave u =p

& a sad thing is, oh boy, i really miss my hair~
and here's a song dedicated for u

2009-03-20T22:31:00.006+08:00

i tend to envy, yet i cant make things come true ..
i laugh at myself for being the fool who believed in making things come true.
life sucks as it always been and its getting damn ironic as ever.
i sometimes wish for the better & it never happen

i laugh at myself for being that fool..

2009-03-19T14:34:00.002+08:00

i'm here for some updates.

oh yeah saturday went for bbq with baby and her relatives, well got to drink wine ^^ red wine woo, and i think i drank quite alot that day? haha no recollections except that i didnt get drunk, haha and i hope i wouldnt get drunk =p

hmm tuesday, went out with yuqi and bern to catch a movie at cwp. the movie was " marley and me" quite nice show, & bern cried. the funny part was when we 3 were in the cinema, i was sitting between them. i was feeling cold, and i turned to bern as i thought that maybe she would lend me her jacket, but i saw her wiping her eyes with her jacket, so i turned to yuqi. and she DAO-ED me, wahlao, damn sad la ):

second funny moments of the day was when i disiao yuqi and she wanted to smack me on my shoulder, when she lifted her hand, she hitted bern before smacking me as bern was walking behind her. hahas =p oops i think they hated me more now for posting about it.

wednesday which was yesterday, went to find baby after her cca camp and ate dinner. after that slacked at her house till about 11pm before trained home...

2009-03-16T22:24:00.003+08:00

i'm here to blog. hmm went to it fair with baby on sunday to take a look around. was
bent on looking for a external hardisk and tadda i found it. its 320gb external hardisk which i bought it with my this month's pay. & i earn damn little this few months as the economy is damn bad la.

anyway here's a picture of my external hardisk =]

hmm well my mum came over to my house along with my little bro. hmm tidy up my whole room with lots of help from my mum. haha now i have some empty cupboards left after putting my things properly. ^^

which can be a good thing as i might be considering to buy some stuffs when i have saved up enough money ^^

something which surprise me when my mum bought this fruit for me to eat.

the outside of this fruit

the inside of this fruit.

& its call kiwiberry, interesting huh...

2009-03-13T22:36:00.002+08:00

haha updating again. well yesterday work was funny lar =x as yesterday was working at the buffet where japanese students came as tour groups to eat in the buffet. well i was clearing the table settings and of the girls ask me for my age, and slowly keep asking me about my name, etc. well she was asking whether i would take a picture with her & i agreed =x

the whole table of the girls were exclaiming cute in japanese when i was taking picture with her, like lol. hmm then after that i got to know her name which was NANA. hmm after they left to go for a walk in night safari, i was outside helping grill station, and around 8+pm, i heard a group of them like shouting "nana" to me from afar and i turned to see nana and her group of friends. haha the way they like came back to bid farewell is cute sia =x oops

then after that knocked off from work around 10pm and while walking down to take the bus, another group of japanese ladies asked me to help them take pictures and out of the blue which shocked me was they wanted to take a picture with me =x LOL

what a lucky day =x oops was kidding about the lucky part haha. sssh =x

2009-03-12T02:32:00.003+08:00

was looking through some posts and i suddenly feel like blogging again. LOL
sometimes i just like to look through people's blogs when they are about to graduate though.
sort of bring back some memories, which sometimes can prove to kill -.-

back to sec school life, i used to be a gong kia, yeah can you actually believe it? well i cant, i used to be a easy going person which tends to make me often get used by people i know, such as friends...
after reminiscing back, this is how i turn to be so anti social sometimes -.- life isnt fair at all, so yeah. cant change the fact that i dun put much trust in things after sort of being told off and saw some little happenings down my life.

being random about this post, i shall add in more random things LOL.
i tend to be short-tempered when i don't get my things right, this had been pratically caused by how much i had been spoiled when i was in childhood back then.
i had a happy childhood but a not so happy teenagehood. damn ironic, i know

watching animations had been a favourite for me, and i'm still watching some animation up till now. gaming on electronics had also been a favourite passtime, when i always dwelled on my gameboy and played for more than the entire day till the battery went out. but now i had my psp to subsitube my gameboy, so i'm still enjoying gaming sometimes. =]

some sports had been fun for me while some don't caught my eye. i'm not like any typical guy who likes to play basketball. in fact i don't play basketball, i take up other sports which would appeal to me.

i often have dreams and somehow i like to fulfill them, but i always get brushed off by people, saying that those dreams are useless and doing these things are simply a waste of time.
so after getting brushed off serveal times, i learn to give up on those dreams of mine.
i learn how to envy others of what they have and what i do not have as compared to them, and what they are capable of that i'm not..

well had been sleeping darn late recently which is around 3am+. which i do not know the reason why. people walk in and out of my life and guess the ones who really stayed by are the ones that are really friends that i can keep. but seriously easier said than done and its too early to tell.
i dislike assuming as it would cause me to jump to conclusions which are'nt real and thus ended up like a fool.

alright am off to bed, well this is sort of the first time posting up much about myself randomly.

2009-03-12T01:36:00.004+08:00

LOL i finally solved my phone problem... -.-

was called up by darren for work which shock me as the lousy schedule only scheduled me for two days. well i'm cash-strapped recently so yeah and my workplace is seriously giving me lousy schedule -.-

2009-03-09T20:15:00.003+08:00

hmm am thinking of things randomly which sometimes can be %$#$#. hmm i'm now randomly trying to cut down on the usage for vulgarities which is of no reasons i guess?

& of the things i'm thinking, some are personal while a little bit concerns money. well the money part can be solve when i saved up =] which is the positive part.
for personal things i guess, i can really just see how as i am tired of it & well i take sarcasm to a limit. and not everytime i will stand sarcasms. thats a point to note.

forget it.. i'm starting to not believe in things.
is that a good or bad thing? & cherish only comes when you are about to lose the things or after losing it. there is no sometimes

2009-03-08T23:31:00.002+08:00

alright doing some updating, went to watch " kungfu chef " with baby today. the movie is darn nice with the chef cooking and some bit of kungfu. hahas even though it may seem short but its quite worth watching for me.

hmm oh yeah and come to think of it, i'm gonna save up for these few months till the upcoming IT fair which i do not know when it is -.- i'm gonna buy an external hard disk for backing up my music and other documents. hmm some plans for my electronic gadgets, i think i would wait till year 3 semester 2 to buy my new laptop, which is like darn long la -.-

oh and the speakers i guess will have to wait too as i'm abit broke. damn, hmm if i got transferred to kitchen, i might earn higher pay ~.~
currently i still have to save up lor, sian half....

i'm still on the temptation to buy a new laptop just to play games though, lol. it might give people the -.- looks but well its my life though. well just have to make do with things currently.

guess that would be all for now, and on a random note, my work is seriously giving me lesser days to work which is really cutting off my pay. @#$#%$#

2009-03-06T23:37:00.002+08:00

i'm here to blog again, well met yuqi & bern today at causeway point. hmm we met around noon and lunched at kfc before heading down to suntec to collect our things =]

hmm actually i and yuqi ordered it 3 days ago and we decided to make one for bern's super early birthday present. the result overall was good except for the names, as we intended to put
the names " bern, andyuqi " the letter Y was suppose to link my name with yuqi as it seems nice.

but the result came out as " bern and yuqi " which made me sian half. lol.

after that went to kovan as bern went for tution while me and yuqi slacked most of our time away in mac. after that went for dinner at compass point before bused home.
and its quite fast to get back home by bus through sengkang =p
thats all for today =]

2009-03-05T23:55:00.002+08:00

here for some updates. seriously work, i have only 2 words to describe today. which is "cock up"
service getting lousier and lousier -.- i'm still waiting to be transferred to kitchen side & i'm also on the look out for other jobs in the kitchen.

apart from a lousy night, i had some good news though, eugene and gladys promoted haha. pay rise sure a lot. but i'm still havnt been promoted or raise pay yet. and the only alternative i see is to transfer to the kitchen asap. so i would at least have a higher pay..

hmm well its a rainy night and i simply like it. not because its nice to sleep in, but its cooling =]
sort of planned out my career and i have lots of things in my wishlists which i had not included and it would cost me tons of money ):
so quickly pray that the economy gets better so that i have a higher chance to get transferred to the kitchen to be a chef ^^.

thats all , tomorrow shall meet yuqi and bern, well am planning how to smash a belated cake at her though. evil smiles*

2009-03-04T14:30:00.002+08:00

well here's a little update about yesterday. went to meet yuqi at cityhall around noon and we went to lunched at suntec. haha, bought a cake for her and the most important thing i forgot was to smash the cake at her ): i'm getting old , keep forgetting this type of important things. ):

went to walk around suntec and we went to those chapalang stores to look for anything that caught our eye. hmm one of the things that really caught our eye was the pearl necklace. where they provide you with a necklace and a clamp. so make a wish and open the clamp and then slot the pearl into the necklace. there seems to be different type of pearls though. cool sia..

hmm while walking around decided to make something for bern. so we have to wait till the shop call us and we would go to collect it. hmm after that met two fo her friends and went to catch a movie, " the men just not that into you."

its really nice , a series of compilations of a group of ladies in their love life. well a great movie to catch and its somehow humorous =]
well after that dinnered at burgerking and thats all for the day.

pictures would be updated after i recieved from yuqi =p.
and there would be a really damn nice picture which i would really like if i had smash the cake at her though ):

2009-03-01T23:17:00.004+08:00

alright i'm here to blog again, first of all had some things to worry about so did not have the mood to blog for this week. hmm its still pending though...

first of all, lets backtrack a little bit. valentine's day,

this are the gifts me and baby exchanged during valentine's day. haha quite a coincidence =]
thanks baby for the gift.

past few days or the previous days before valentine's , had been meeting baby often for dinner and outings, hmm well i cant seem to blog it all out now as i'm plain lazy.

on our 10 month anni, went with baby to singapore flyer to take a look around, here's are the pictures to do the talking,

on the way to flyer, saw a whirlwind taking place, so decided to snap it

on the way to singapore flyer.

finally the flyer =]

and here's baby in it =]

oh and the day before that which is 22 febuary, met yuqi and bern at amk hub, well exchanged belated valentine's gifts with yuqi, and thanks for the gift. slacked around amk hub and went to take neoprints as yuqi suggested it though. haha so here's one of the neoprint =p
yuqi on the left and bern on the right hahas.

oh and on thursday 26 febuary, saw a double rainbow at my workplace while i'm working , its damn nice , especially with the sky color during evening. such a nice ambiance but i couldnt snap a picture as i was working ):

yesterday met baby for dinner and we went to ntuc to buy yakult to drink, after that went over to her house to teach her homework and also played dota on her brother's com.
after that went to night safari to attend a party and of cause went there to eat and gamble till 5+am and took cab with friends and slept for a few hours. ate drunken prawn which is so super yummy and yeah drank the soup of the drunken prawn and its nice ^^

here's a picture of me and my manager and one of my workmates. congrats to darren for his promotion, cheers.
but the sad thing is he's transferring to zoo though.

as for today went out with her to town and slacked the whole day.
well am gonna buy somethings after i gotten more money and i'm waiting to change my laptop or reformat as i want to play some games. ~.~

2009-02-22T23:33:00.004+08:00

hmm well here's a little update though, well like i said, i'm going to post up my activities in a few more days though.

just thinking through some stuffs, and sometimes i just turn out to be a kid afterall.

well am considering about some things in near future though, hmm whether or not to just make my life busy with work and guitar, or just work and rot my life away. either way is good enough for me i guess. hmm well things came my way and i am slowly maturing up from these matters though. take time for me as well, just swing back the pendulum.....

pondering back though.

2009-02-20T12:03:00.002+08:00

i'm blogging again, hmm well i'm really sorry for lots of emo post recently. well seriously after this incident, my eyes gotten bigger and guess what i saw?

my so called brothers asking me to lend them money as they have no money. how ironic when they know about my situation huh? isnt it. calling in the middle of the night, well i just pretended not to hear and went to sleep. this morning i saw one of their sms. asking me to lend hundred plus bucks to one of them for life saving. -.-

guess those are the kind of friends that would appear when they are in need, am i right? i don't mind some comments from constant readers of my blog though.
guess now i had to know who are the friends that are there and those who just appeared when they are in need.

i had some thinkings that are running through my mind, but all i could say is, people who are really friends that i can keep are really a minority, so just have to wait and see though.

well yesterday, saw my secondary school chinese teacher though, haha did had some chat with him. and what he said make sense though. hmm i guss thats all =]

2009-02-17T00:31:00.002+08:00

back to blog again, well like what i said, after these few weeks then i would be posting up my activites. although i knew it slow, but well its my decision though.

well wouldnt blog much today, but for all i know. its always after soem crisis that you would get to see people's true faces. so till now, it left quite a deep impressiion on me and so thus shall wait and see.
a lot of things i had been keeping from people and i just hope it would pass like waking up from a nightmare & everything is alright.
recent things i had seen shape me to what i am today, so i'm going to be aware of the friends i made, and would be posting up my recent activities soon i guess.

hmm till my mood had settled down and everything just pass smoothly, and i hope that i woke up from this nightmare soon. =/

2009-02-13T01:09:00.010+08:00

i'm back for updates. seriously been away and there are some bad incidents =/

hmm lets start from sunday, last week. hmm there would not be any pictures yet as i havnt uploaded them into my laptop, so just have to wait. hmm for sunday went out with baby to city hall. walked to singapore flyer to view it from close ranged. hmm its nice and we went to the jetty nearby to enjoy the sea breeze =]

monday and tuesday was quite fortunate as i was working and everything is as usual. but for wednesday its the seriously the worst day of my life and i aint joking about it. its worse than you can ever imagine.
stuck with no nothing, the feeling is so inbearable that i would go crazy. i seriously regreted and felt remorseful. all i could say is after this incident i knew who are the ones that really cared and who are the ones that i should avoid as they are trying to find me as a scapegoat. overall i must thank those who had concern for me.
seriously all i could say is after 2 weeks , i would know what are the things that would happen.

today went over to enterprise faci house for bbq session with classmates. well did chat with faci and she had comforted me in someway. hmm overall bbq session for me was chatting session with the faci. hmm thanks a million and now thats all.

about the tagboard, erm all chill down??? please. hmm i aint having some good time yet, so entertainment would be in the really later part of the time. so i'm here to apologize to baby, jaslin and sophia. hmm so just chill down and NO QUARRELS. please =] i understand that each of you all meant well =]

will be back to update more after series of events that would happen, so just pray hard and i seriously learn some valuble lessons about friends and i hope that it isnt at the expense of my future =/
i used to complain about how boring life was for me, but it was actually contentment and blissful in disguise. yet i fail to recongize how my life back then was fortunate. guess that i took a wrong turn in life to meet one so called friend of mine and i got wrapped into unnesscary problems that would affect my future.

2009-02-05T13:43:00.004+08:00

its been some time since i blogged, found this random picture from one of my emails. hmm quite nice though, its saying that we often walk down the paths we took by ourselves and forgetting about people around us.

past few days had been working though and last night was quite slack at work with only 1 table of people dining at outside. the rest of the tables were empty though. hmm apart from that, had been playing psp for company for the past few days.
another note is that my NS letter had came and i'm going to make a deferment though, yawns~

random things on random notes. haha and recently my temper is turning bad already. but i'm still trying to change it -.-

random note again, was chatting on msn last night & i came to realise that most of my close friends who i knew are mostly through online. hard to believe i guess, as most people ad close friends who they knew face to face, like school, work, etc. but mine are all mostly online though, hmm for school, i had very very few, like 1 or 2.

thinking back, sometimes some of my friends who i knew through online are quite nice to know though. hahas change my life and soemtimes perhaps thinking.
well in fact i was happy to know them though. haha, hmm thats my life and i know my life is damn different from others so i should lead the way i want it.

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hmm and i came upon some pictures about the axis ring i'm refering to. i guess??
first since its an axis ring for couple, of cause it had to fit it with each other

second of all, i arldy mention it is an axis ring, so of cause it had to be able to form an axis

last i hope it can be not too thick for both rings?

its damn hard to find though, until now i'm still trying to find, hmm anyone know of any places?

2009-02-02T14:35:00.002+08:00

saturday, woke up to see some smses =x recieved hong an & jaslin sms. well so decided to meet jaslin for lunch though. since i owe her a treat at swensens because of her o lvl result. haha
we met at yishun around 2+ as i was late, well really had to kick the habit of being late.

so we went to eat at swensens and of cause she began to become forgetful of taking pictures =x, so me being a nice guy, decided to candid some pictures for her. haha

alright this is the one after she ate finish her fish & chips. haha food wastage rite =x oops

hmm here's another one where's she a really busy gal, haha oh & we didnt manage to finish our ice cream. she complained that hers was a big cup of ice cream and it is really damn sweet though. haha

after that i footed the bill and we went off. she went for to find her friends, while i did the same too. went to find hong an and jun jie at 136. while chatted awhile before going off to find baby after her cca. we went to jurongpoint louge as she wanted to do her homework. well after we had dinner, went up her house to charge my phone for awhile before heading down to yishun to find hong an, edmond, victor & wei jie.

reached there around 10+pm and we went to chamberlain to play till about 4 in the morning.
after that we went to chong pang to had our breakfast, which was edmond's birthday cake. creamy chocolate cake. LOL

oh ya, i didnt mention i was falling sick soon, thats why i'm avoiding all the heaty stuffs. i had to eat 2 slices as i was late LOL. from boonlay trained to yishun is really damn far.
took bus home with victor around 6 in the morning.

oh and i forgot to mention that victor said something about him coming up in secondary newspaper as he was interviewed. haha same workplace, but wondered i didnt got interviewed. LOL okay its lame i know.

SUNDAY, went down to find my mum and she brought me to temple to pray and after that we went to junction8 to shop for my formal wear. hmm after buying those, bused home, on the way i saw one of my frenz, yu qi. hahas so qiao.

oh and today, well i'm going to work later. so shall blog till here.

2009-01-30T11:28:00.004+08:00

its the 5th day of new year, and the effects of tonning and eating all the goodies are getting to
me -.-. which means i'm falling sick again. lol

wednesday was working, and yesterday went to baby's house for CNY celebration. overall was so so. hmm played mahjong with no tai. so enjoyed mahjong though, hahas. hmm what can i say about baby's friends. hmm some were just plainly kids -.-

so end of conclusion, i dun mingle well with little boys -.- lol.. thank god my friends are all adults already , well about victor, hmm he's much more matured for his age which is 17 this year.

i have the guts to blog this, so yeah if there are any negative comments from you all, don't just hide behind ur com and say things. confronting me face to face is better. as hiding behind com just gives me the impression of kids with small balls. get what i mean

2009-01-27T12:48:00.003+08:00

happy new year =]

alright spent the eve of CNY with family & friends. went to have steamboat at grandparents house at amk. after that had some chit chat and of cause gamble black jack & daidi -.-
didnt have much luck to win money & the money just seems to slip through my fingers..
next up headed to yishun to meet hong an & the yishun clique for midnight movie which is the wedding game again -.- sort of slept + waiting for the movie to end though.

well got a pleasant surprise from zhichong as he got attached & he brought his girlfriend along. crapped around and yeah it's best not to have a pregrant wife when you are joking about movie tickets. as you have to buy 3 instead of 2 -.- well its sort of an inside joke if you get wad i mean.

after the movie, wei jie went back while the rest of us went to edmond's house for mahjong. walked to blk 261 though as he was staying there. spent the time observing before playing mahjong at 5.30am though. played about 1 hour before training home.

reached home about 7 in the morning & slept a few hours before baby came to find me & we went to bai nian.

1st day of CNY, well went up to mum's side first and after that went to dad's side with baby and after that she went off to her family. had some chatting up with dad's side cousins as its really once a year chat up.
well one of them had said that i'm much more matured as compared to others around my age, so the way she speak to me was different though -.- well the fact is that i'm old -.- omg
actually its what i had been through & of cause some stuffs which i had kept to myself and learnt so yeah.

each people had their own stories though so i'm pretty much the same though, just that the way i think is quite different =]

after that had black jack and i lose quite a big some of money again ): really had no luck though, well was winning and i began losing lol.
anyway reached home around midnight and the funny thing is i didnt drank a single bit of wine or liqour...

i want to drink !!!

alright today's the second day & i'm working later on & i would update about the other upcoming activities i would be having =]

on a random note, while surfing youtube, came across a game which would be coming up in psp.
kingdom hearts. now i really want to have a psp slim with 8 gb of memory already !!
waiting for pay and of cause psp slim prices to drop, i'm waiting & waiting..... O.O
and i'm trying to find a new website to watch animes though, youtube & veoh are seriously disappointing.

2009-01-24T23:37:00.002+08:00

went to bishan to catch a movie with baby. the movie was the wedding game, hmm overall quite nice and funny though =] after that went to amk to slack around before sending baby home.
hmm the above pictures are baby's anni presents for me.

& i had to put on my phone ):
hmm well baby couldnt catch the movie, love matters as she is below the age of 16 =x haha well tomorrow after reunion dinner, i'm going to meet zhi chong they all at yishun for a movie =]

hmm well currently had been trying to take charge of my life now and it feels great sometimes, i live by my own free will. which can be a good thing most of the time as i would not have regrets later on.

well shall blog again after CNY as there would be some activities for me to do ^^, so i'm off for now.

2009-01-23T21:09:00.002+08:00

here for some updates. first of all today is the last day of school ^^ and followed by it would be about 3 months holidays as my school starts on 20 april haha.

well that's something to be happy about though, look at the free time i would be able to enjoy besides working =] hmm class today was quite pathetic though, initally was 9 people but ended up left 4 people including me after the 2nd breakout. -.-

aside from that, last night was spent chatting with random people about random stuffs which can be quite cheerful sometimes. but fell asleep leaving my laptop on till about 6am, which is like lol
-.-

woke up about 6am and turn it off befoe going back to sleep and waking up to go to school.
on a note i had put my archives up again , well at first didnt want to put up my past as i sort of dislike my past though, but given some thoughts and some suggestions, i would be putting it back =]

alright holidays are here and its time to enjoy woo~ ^^

2009-01-22T13:04:00.005+08:00

i'm blogging today & i'm quite happy today ^^

yesterday had a chat with mabel & she taught me how to check archives even if i removed my archives =] well i am considering about what to do with my archives though. suggestions?
so i most of the time would not put up pictures nowadays, well might just up up my archives again?

hmm then today was good =] just ate pizza in class though as my class decided to ordered it, and might be going to my communication faci house to bai nian during the 3rd day of CNY =]
thats all for now.

2009-01-19T11:28:00.006+08:00

i'm blogging in school today. well let's update on yesterday, went to amk with baby to dye my hair & of cause change my hairstyle back to how it was, as the new hairstyle doesnt suit me ):

followed up, went to fix my DS & i'm waiting for their call so that i could pick up my DS. hmm anyway been thinking about deleting my facebook as i don't really login at all & i had been getting countless emails of friends adding me -.-
* baby help me delete if you want =p

hmm yesterday was sort of fun as i was able to play with baby as i fooled her. here's the conversation which we had when we were waiting for the bus on the way home. i was trying to change topic though =p

me: bus !
baby turn and look behind as we were standing with our backs facing the bustop
me: havnt come....

hahas this is an example of how people should listen to what they had to say first before doing some things =]
alright i'm off as there's work later on and i'm going for my break time soon =]

2009-01-17T21:14:00.005+08:00

well updating today. friday and today was spent at 136. was chilling out and talking over things.
today did some chatting with hong an over a range of topics. from hairstyle to CNY to girls to relationship to money.

hmm now had been thinking whether should i remove all my posts and let this blog be a new one with no achieves of my past. should i remove all my post?

well tomorrow going over to amk to fix my DS & change hairstyle & dye my hair =]
thats all for today.

2009-01-15T21:56:00.005+08:00

well i'm back to blogging again =]
currently been busy with work & my life. so many things to do & there's so little time..
& i'm taking time to blog though, as adding up to my poor time managment is my lazyness which cost me a lot of time to be lost. so i gotta buck up my time managment skills and take charge of my life now.

monday to wednesday had been working & schooling. seriously got to kick away my habit of being late as it costing me my grades in school & my impression at work. well coming to school as my grades are suffering and i used up all my days that i'm able to skip school. ):

well it isnt that bad as in school i got to watch movies that the class screen through the class projector, so overall it isnt that bad & i'm slacking even more. =x

CNY is coming & i have some activities coming my way though, 2 different clique of friends asking me out on the eve, but their time clashes with one another as both of them are at night ):
well can only choose one though well shall see again,

haha one clique going for movies around 10pm while the other clique is going to hang out after 11pm. -.- their timing are like 1 hour apart lol.

hmm well that's still far though, so shall see when the time comes. oh yeah holidays are coming soon woo~. & its 2 months =]
but when school starts, i would get sian i guess as have to re-introduce myself and know new friends.

hmm enough of these stuffs though, well am looking forward to keep my days full & fun as my days pass by before the holidays. & i'm going to dye my hair this coming sunday i guess. =]
shall end here.

2009-01-11T23:06:00.005+08:00

went out with frenz on saturday night =] well we met around evening and headed to plaza sing to have our dinner. walked around plaza sing and saw chen jing at her workplace which is opposite auction city i guess.

was a funny way of seeing each other though, we saw each other through the glass panel. we were both sort of shocked to see her though & she mistook one of my frenz for my girlfriend hahas. i told her go friendster see =x
after that wanted to catch a movie but there were no seats for "yes man" the movie which we were intending to try.

so we left for clark quey after wandering a few rounds in plaza sing. when we reached clark quey, slacked around the river watching flying objects lol. after that walked around as we were looking for a place to drink. but we were not able to as i had not pass my birthday & joycee was unerage.
so we ended up in TCC to slack.

had some drinks and dessert there, well for me its the first time slacking at TCC & i found the place quite relaxing though. anyway had dessert which was " devil-misu" the dessert was nice but with extra rum which i poured in, the dessert turned bad in taste.

here's a picture of my drink. forgot the name but its worth a shot as it's nice =]

oh & if you notice a small glass beside my drink, its the extra rum i'm talking about for the dessert. well joycee was trying to avoid being snapped.

left clark quey & trained home around midnight. met baby today & we went to amk to see the price of fixing my DS, but unfortunately i had to bring it to let them see before confirming the price though, so well next time i guess. after that slacked with baby till evening before sending her home. =]

heres a picture of me being snapped by baby while i'm helping her carrying her bag
well am thinking of dying my hair~ shall see about that though =]

alright i'm ending off,
& i'm really looking forward to my holidays after this 2 weeks
woo~

2009-01-10T12:19:00.006+08:00

well here to do some blogging since i'm sort of been missing from this blog though. well been busy here and there, so here i am today blogging.

for starters, went out with ina, aaron and eugene for pool at amk last saturday night. i was sort of bored out so decided to ask them out that day. did had fun at pool and had some catching up with all of them since i had not seen them over the past few months. so done.

about sunday, baby came over for awhile and accompany me. after that homed due to some reasons. hmm about monday to wednesday, i wouldnt want to bother blogging since i'm working and schooling for these 3 days. well on wednesday saw victor who just knocked off. well joked that i wanted to join the show presenter since the pay is higher and there are like more girls? =x

thursday after school went to meet ryan for dinner, was suppose to catch a movie with the rest, but who knows all cant make it, so like after that went home after walking around. hmm yesterday just went to find the usual bunch and crappped and went home late since baby slept early over this week. so i'm going nightlife again =] if not i'll be seriously bored out as i did not get much company most of the time for this week.

recently had been chatting with friends here and there to pass time though, well sometimes it just remind me of being single life though. but well am going out later at night to clark quey i guess. well yesterday was sort of offended by one of my friends when i was slacking out with them. he commented about me flirting with girls, why not just fucked them.
the reply i gave was that it is up to me to decided & since he doesnt understand me much, neither am i going to give too much comments since its like an immature act to do so.

well lets just say that people have their own thinkings so i'm quite used to different people having different impressions and thinkings of me. i'm quite grown up from these stuffs so i can turn a deaf ear to all these. =]
as girls also deserve respect too !!

2009-01-03T03:27:00.003+08:00

well am going to sleep soon , haha well been missing out a few screws here and there, LOL.
hmm school is starting soon, i'm gonna miss my holidays. just a few random post, though, later on will update more about the actvities i'm having.

time flies and i'm finally 18 !!, the age i had been dreading when i was in sec 3 and sec 4. cant believe time just pass by me when i wasn't looking. well 18 already, must know how to think more maturely i guess, if not i think i can just bang wall though. gained some insights & well that would be one of my new year resolutions.

alright i'm off to sleep.

2009-01-01T22:31:00.003+08:00

yo~ first of all i'm gonna wish my readers a happy new year =] well even though i knew that there's very little people coming to read my blog, yeah i meant very very little.

lets start from yesterday, went for countdown with baby, clarence & xiaojie. we met around early evening and went to vivo for my late lunch cum breakfast. had Carls JR which made us very full till our stomach boated? thats exaggrating but well from that we can say that we were full till it had some negative results for us. well gonna talk about that later on in the post.

thought of catching a movie at vivo but there were no good seats available as the only seats left were the front seats. so we drop the idea and headed to clark quey.

here's some pictures that i took when we were slacking at clark quey

nice secenry isnt it?

had not been to clark quey quite often at night, but its really nice to slack with someone special especially at night along the river. =]

here's some lightings along the river steps which i manage to snap a picture of it with my phone.

next we went around suntec city as we wanted to have dinner, but unfortunately all shops were closed as it was around 10+pm. -.- this is what we get for eating too full at Carls JR earlier on, so ended up had mac. while walking around suntec, i dropped by to visit mabel who was working.
well quite random of me though but did stop by to wish her a happy new year =p

next up are the pictures of fireworks so do enjoy ^^

look like butterflies from afar don't they?

well after that trained home and i was shocked that a lot of my friends were there but it's just that i didnt spot them -.-

for today, woke up around afternoon and went down to look for the usual bunch around late evening. we went to cwp to eat some fingerfood. ended up we all ate fingerfood for today & i didnt eat a proper meal today though, damn i'm hungry.
slacked around the train station till about 10pm and homed after that. these few days i'm gonna fill my days with so much activities till i drop, woo~

before i end this post, here's the final 2 pictures

happy new year and pull your ear !! =p
credits to joanne and jaslin

alright shall end here, good luck and huat ah =]

2008-12-31T01:11:00.005+08:00

well its the last day of the year, just gotten back from work which is like so busy till i work overtime for these two days.

lets start from sunday which my previous post had said, sunday went to baby's cousin house and played some mahjong. below are one of the pictures which i had "hu-ed".. after that went to meet mark & the gang which made us the usual four which consist of me, mark, jun jie & joel.
had some psp-ing & after that everybody went back home.

one of the picts which i had left out on monday which was about 1 week ago i guess, had tea-break at secret recipie at suntec city. passed by pastamania but didnt get to see one of my friends though, haha mabel =x

well monday and tuesday, i was working though & its super packed at my workplace which ended up we do closing later than 11pm which is our closing time. well enough of work though, these few days recently been trying to find someone to talk to though, well time to move on to another new year.

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lets do a summary for this year, this year was rather okay though, gotten into poly which had made me gone through so much trouble by appealing to another course. after that everything was sort of okay i guess.

about life, i could say that i grew up quite a lot from the past. use to be quite naive in most of the things around me, but after this year, i could say i learnt quite a lot from growing up. some things that my " shifu " had said, i had gone through and i could say i understood what he meant though.

new year equals fresh start of things, new beginnings and of cause more money =p well just kidding about the money part. end of summary would be i learnt how to be myself truly and not just be anyone who people might expect me to be. i do things by my own way and would still continue to grow up as i could say i'm still far from being mature.

hmm in the end, all i could was to go through things in order to learn from them isnt it.

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hmm about this week, anyone free for pool on saturday?

2008-12-28T18:21:00.004+08:00

currently blogging for awhile, shall update more later on, as i knew i had been not updating regularly. the past few days had been lots of unhappy events so i shall not go & touch on them. moving on =]

well currently at baby's cousin house, had some mahjong sessions and currently using the com as i don't think would have the chance to go & play mahjong though O:
shall update more later on =]

2008-12-25T13:02:00.003+08:00

couldnt sleep well yesterday night though, well been pondering over some things which we had talked about in our conversation. sometimes i wondered why when you had gone to start afresh, i'm still the one holding you up, perhaps its just things i couldnt handle alone.

you told me about chances & i told you i had almost run out of chances.. we are currently two people of different worlds now, but yet you still came to listen and had a conversation with me, its like what we used to do last time. i'm having thoughts about giving up as chances just ran out, yet you still persuaded me on chances. one last chance??

chances are really hard to know when its given & its hard to change for the chance. when chances are gone, that's it. so perhaps just one last chance..

2008-12-24T15:01:00.004+08:00

blogging here as i feel like it for today. life is uber boring though, especially i had seen through some things and it's so crystal clear -.-
like what i heard from some people, sometimes seeing things clearly is not such a good thing & i'm starting to undestand why..

sometimes it just seems so much like when i was single though, so much like nothing to do, except, work/go out/work/go out , that kind of life though -.- yawn~ am getting sick of this kind of life though, hmm well some friends left overseas & i think that they are doing much better at there?

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& now its like i do not have anything that i'm craving for though, seems so empty sometimes. like what i heard, its always like that isnt it? you given up on this and left for overseas, sometimes i wonder the kind of life that i really wanted, well it seems like it's just so imaginary..

hmm a few more hours before work though, work for money sake, haha thats what my mindset are. but its starting to fade though. well pretty much given a thought on what you had said.
the more i crave for , the more it just seems imaginary, so i guess i should sort of just make do with things? sometimes i just feel like giving up and not caring anymore though, what you said made some sense, but well ultimately it's the choice i made though.

turn back the pendulum, if another choice was made, things would'nt be the same & i wonder how my life is now?

2008-12-23T23:41:00.004+08:00

its had been 8 months for us being together..

today met baby early for BK breakfast and then we went for movies around noon.
the 2 movies were BOLT & IP MAN.

bolt was hilarious though, well it had been quite a while since i went for movies that could make me laugh, as most of the movies i watched were either action-packed or horror / a bit of fantasy though.
quite recommended for guys to watch with girls especially if you wanna date a girl for a movie. well thats for some girls though, as different girls have different preferances !!
so i do not mean to pinpoint any girls here, as it's more of a general point of view.

now for the second movie, IP MAN. its damn packed with lots of action and i would like to watch how they fought again, as their sound effects from the punches being thrown and the way they fight would be gluing your eyes to the screen. XP

alright enough of reviewing about the movies..

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i had been thinking of some things recently though. from my point of view, growing up sure is tough. been ranting on and on, but there's like nothing to stop time.
lessons i had learnt so far, things i had gone through, i guess this blog sometimes is for me to reflect back on the things which had happen to me, my thoughts, my thinkings.
that is why i prefer to keep my blog low profile and only letting some people to know.

like what i told baby, most people would not bother reading my blog, as it is boring, only some people who would like to understand me would read it i guess.
well its part and parcel of life though.

well thoughts on my mind, been trying to change my thinking of getting something new to just make do with the things i have. that is why i had been pondering what things i would like to get though, as seriously currently now, i could not think of any things that i wanna buy.
maybe its time for saving lots and lots of money now.

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currently i'm in a dilemma now -.- i suddenly had the idea of learning guitar as there are some songs i wanna play by guitar. but i knew that i'm not cut out for music as from young i had no interest in music though.

my desktop a goner & seriously i want to play com games -.-
but that only complies when some games i wanna play is free of charge but well that depends too, as i'm the type of guy who loves going out instead of camping at home though.

well thats all for today, haha well its quite surprising for me to blog quite a long post especially with words...

2008-12-22T14:23:00.003+08:00

blogging today, well my desktop gone ): it broke down i guess, as i was turning it on, it went black screen with a loud pitch sound -.-
i was hanging with my jaws opened though, my set-ups & some stuffs was in my desktop & seriously i do not remember having any backup though. so there goes my stuffs -.-

on a bright side, i can have my speakers to my laptop =p & now at least my room looks a lot neater with just my laptop though. hmm i'm considering after i graduated, should i get a new laptop or just reformat my current laptop & change back to the oringinal OS.
but before that, i better wait for the IT fair & get my external hard-disk to back up my files first, as 2 years is a long time as i have to wait to graduate from poly.

so many electronics i wanna get though -.- which really involves large amount of money.
laptop, cool looking speakers, maybe a new psp, well a game console & of cause a good LCD tv to goes with it, as who would want to play their game console on a small tv.

hmm of cause there are some good movies coming out already & most of those baby would have no interest in them.
so anybody want to accompany me?

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bottomline is i need lots and lots of
CASH....

2008-12-21T12:14:00.003+08:00

i'm back to blog as this blog is sort of rotting -.-
past one week was spent lying on the bed as i was down with illness, lots of food cant be eaten , especially good food -.-

thinking back, well i'm gonna be 18 soon, the age which i had been longing to be since i was in sec 3 -.- hmm it feels different when i'm going to be 18 now, 2 more years i'm going to be 20 -.- no more being a teenager. pondering over some things & i came to look clearly at most of the things i do & some things which happened.
when things look clearer, i tend to look from another point of view. influences, expereinces, communicating, all these it took me about 4 years to come to this point of thinking.

well all these things i seldom show to people, which can be a good thing or a bad thing.
lets see, in another 2 weeks time i'm gonna be 18.
on a bright side woo~ as it has no restictions =p

2008-12-18T14:51:00.002+08:00

UPDATE !!!

The owner of this blog is currently sick,
so he needs someone to update this blog for him.
If not he's gonna call his mistresses to help him update.
So to let him dont waste effort,
I update for him first. HAHA.

K my english got problem.
Don't care! Now holiday! :D

Anyway anyways.
Takecare k :D

2008-12-18T14:50:00.003+08:00

yoyo i'm back , been missing from blog though & yet no one seems to tag -.-
i'm sick for almost this whole week ):

its thursday now & i had been sick from monday till now though, sore throat, fever & headache.
well dragged myself to work yesterday night as i had to get my thumbprint for my staffpass.
so went there work till about 9+ & got my staffpass before going back home as my fever acted up again -.- if this keeps going , i think i might give baby's cousin's xmas gathering a miss as i do not want to be sick for another week.

thinking back i came to realise that what eugene said had been sort of true. working at my workplace espcially night time, one's body immunity system will soon deteriorate over a long period of time.
which explains why i'm sick for almost an entire week.

well currently hoping for any pretty girl who's gentle enough to come & take care of me though =x

2008-12-14T19:45:00.004+08:00

nothing really matters now, since i'm just a rock within a chest.

shouldnt had pry open the chest, being human is tough. what i want isnt what i got so what's the point trying to work so hard towards it.

should i just let people open the chest & found a rock

just pry open the chest and show that its just a rock within the chest and people would not even want to bother taking a second glance.

thinkings are simple but i had conceal it so that i would be the one i hope to be, to change into a person that i hoped to be but i was not.

losing my own self and becoming the one i hope to be, does it comes with a price?

being the one i hoped to be would indeed attract attention, but being myself wouldnt, as people wouldnt even take a second look.

in the end a rock wouldnt be able to compare to a treasure. thoughts keep pondering on & on.

who would like to understand a rock, so in the end when people pry open the chest and found a rock, they would utter in disappointment , wouldnt they?

so in the end who would like to take a second glance since knowing that the chest just contains a rock.

one way to describe me is a rock in a well decorated chest. people always miss out the simple things i want. so that makes me mysterious as they do not know what i am thinking, whereas in fact it is just something simple that i want and i'm thinking of it.

don't really know why am i blogging here, as nobody would even take notice of what i am anyway.

maybe it was wrong of me to expect so much, is it wrong?

maybe it was wrong to expect a person to accompany me afterall.

2008-12-13T23:38:00.011+08:00

lets start from friday =] reach school around 10am as i overslept =p
as you all can see the picture above, its one of my classmates birthday, so some of them decided to buy a cake for him.

let me describe the cake for you all, it consist of chocolate cream, coconut powder and jelly. thats all & the most unique thing about this cake is it doesnt have any flour, which is an eye opener for me.

on a side track, i think some people in class would be shocked that i dressed quite well as usually i came to school wearing clothes that are really simple, T-shirt and shorts. however that day i wore differently =]

next up, this is where i'm going to after school with my friends and baby.
its pasir ris Hometeam NS chalet. well i went there not to stay overnight or barbecue, but it is to attend one of my friends wedding.

alright heres the road with balloons lited up with lights within the balloons itself.
its for the newly-weds to walk to the table which they held the ceremony.

heres a pict of hong an & his younger brother, they wore shades for some purpose.
let just say they planned something funny.
haha well thats the two FBI agents for you.

me & baby. well i wore a shirt & jeans which i had been dying to get, but in the end finally gotten it. baby wore a dress which for the first time i saw her wearing though =p

heres a short summary for the wedding, went there with friends & baby. had fun crapping with each other as there's nothing to do though. wanted to take pictures with edmond's two sisters though but ended up didnt as i didnt see them that much during the wedding ):

well edmond is the groom & host for the event =] well ate the buffet but wasnt that full.
left around 10+pm and we went to eat at mac after that trained home.
overall was crappy and yeah like what one of my friends said, its like 老师嫁老大 =x oops

finally here's the picture you all had been waiting for.
the pic taken with the bride & groom with us =]

today went to AMK with baby for her hairdo. she permed her hair & it look pretty on her though. =]
btw her hairdo was super long and after that around night time we went to slack around before she homed.

thats all for today. & on a side note, my blog currently are filled with pictures so it is not so deprived of pictures already.

pictures are credited to baby as she's bugging me to credit her -.- must be humble yeah? =p

2008-12-13T21:55:00.002+08:00

blogging currently, well will update about past few days activities on another post, as soon as i get the pictures.

as the further i think about what you said, the more it comes to be true. not many people understand me, in fact almost all. cherish is the feeling i would like to feel, but it isnt what i get.

like what you said, not many girls would cherish what they had, so cherish one that would really make you the world of hers.

cherish isnt what i'm feeling anymore though, well i'm beginning to understand what you said though, but sometimes it isnt right for us to be in the same world.

so many things left unsaid, yet i felt that i'm fading away..

2008-12-11T22:27:00.004+08:00

i'm lazy to blog these few days. well first of all there's some personal stuffs which had been going on, so thus sort of had no time & the mood.
past few days had been nothing but work and school which can make people dozed off just by reading.

well tomorrow i'm going to attend one of my friend's wedding =] well am quite happy about going there, since there's an event for me to go. there will be pictures too, haha since my blog had been deprive of pictures all this while.
hope tomorrow is better than these past few days though.

well there's some movies which i wanna catch and its coming to threaters soon =D
waiting for those movies to come up on screen though, yeah and there's goes a hole in my wallet =x

cherish is the word which i had fail to feel. sometimes it just so hard.
looking back some things i had done, some things i was suppose to cherish but yet fail to cherish.
some things are just never the same now, i'm beginning to understand how you felt back then.

2008-12-09T01:55:00.003+08:00

it feels like i'm blogging once every few days. well i'm considering whether to change my blogging style again since i don't quite feel like blogging plainly with activities and stuffs.
hmm it seems like i'm in a dilemma now though.

lets get back to topic, went shopping for last few items with baby on monday =]
got most of the stuffs that i had wanted which currently gave me a feeling of emptiness as i do not know what i want anymore though. well lets see how it goes.

hmm maybe i'm tired, haha well been thinking about some stuffs and i don't like people to butt into my personal life which some adults had been trying to do. but thank goodness i'm a closed-up book by nature so i tend to not let people know what my thinkings are. which is a good thing =]
i had gotten use to my life for the past few years and now there are some people who i dislike are trying to butt in to my life or step into my life.

i like freedom and dislike confinement, so thus this make me a easy to get along guy if you aint the people who i dislike.
lets leave it at there and yeah i should be going on with my life as usual =]
there's ut later on and yeah should get some sleep, alright i'm off.

2008-12-07T22:52:00.006+08:00

its sunday after 2 days of not touching my com & the internet. yesterday was spent with tonning overnight till about 4+am in the morning. had some sleep from about 5 to like 8+am in the morning.

went shopping with baby and bought some things which i wanted =]. went from bugis to orchard to AMK hub. well orchard , there's seriously nothing to shop so its like a wasted trip i guess.
well did went to the shop at far east called "stage" to take a look.
after dining at amk hub, sent baby home and i went to bugis to walk around myself since its so early and sian -.-

hmm don't blame me for a short post as my mood is sort of turn off -.-

2008-12-05T23:22:00.003+08:00

its friday =] well lets start from yesterday shall we?

thursday was quite shocking though as baby went to look for me outside my house. well i was preparing to play my psp though -.-
hmm then accompany her and after that walked her to the mrt station though. met up with zhichong & the usual bunch at the usual hangout. slacked there and of cause homed around midnight.

thats all for thursday, lets us get to today =] today was nothing much in particular, was suppose to meet eugene after school but he said he was tired so yeah met the usual bunch at the same hangout which you all know by now. 136.
slacked again and crapped and now i'm homed.

oh yeah about acoustic and class guitar. heard from some friends that acoustic sound nicer than classic. since both are quite similar in terms of fingering. hmm i decided to take acoustic guitar,
but now i'm currently looking for cheap lessons though.

ANY RECOMMENDATIONS?

hmm about the quiz which ina & cass tagged me to do. hmm lets just say i'm plain lazy and i never done any quiz before on blog =]
haha so thats all

2008-12-03T23:12:00.004+08:00

i'm done with revamping my blog haha & what's left is the playlist =]
yeah feel so satisfiated with myself for doing it myself though, haha.

well lets see tday left class early & i just done my RJ, hmm pretty much done.
today was spent thinking about guitar lessons and of cause money -.- pretty cash-strapped this few days and had to prepare for so many things though.

back to topic about guitar lessons, been thinking of taking acoustic or classic ? as electric guitar are hard to learn and i think it cost more than other guitars.
hmm most importantly i think i would need to think which of the 2 guitars lessons i want to take.

acoustic or classic? any suggestions on this are welcomed at my tagboard =]

2008-12-02T23:23:00.004+08:00

hmm its december and i know i had not been blogging constantly as sometimes i'm just plain lazy. haha well here's some activity that i had been having for the past few days.

sunday : went out with baby to play pool at amk & i won baby by one round. hmm well after that went up to mum house and was intending to have some chit chat, who knows i & baby fell asleep.
after that woke up had dinner and walk around AMK before sending baby home.
after sending baby home, went to yishun to find zhi chong and the usual bunch at 921 coffeeshop. went to play psp with them and had some fun before catching the last train back home with victor.

monday was blue and went to school and stuff. wasn't much fun though and went to work after that. work was like nothing much except for new items out for promotion for the chrismas season.
well enough of monday? haha well guess i'm making you all blue by reading too.

today after school was raining and i took the wrong bus home -.-
but ended up i went to find zhi chong & the usual bunch at 136 for dinner and of cause he was as crappy as ever. haha now you all know why i am also crappy =p
we crapped about the dress code for edmond's wedding dinner. haha from costumes to tuxedos
see this is how crappy we get and well of cause back to the topic

as you all can see, i had changed to a new blogskin again. well i had not done revamping my blog though so need to wait for a few days before i'm done with revamping though.

this shows that i had lazybones ):

2008-11-29T11:09:00.003+08:00

i'm blogging again, well let's see. yesterday went to met baby and her mum & bro.
we went to converse to buy our shoes as her mum got discount for converse products, so i finally bought my pair of white converse shoes though =]
after that went over to baby house for awhile & slack about an hour then homed.

well & there's one thing, baby is a BIG SOTONG.
she mistook one of the tag -.- the kill him tag, she thought it was refering to the other guy, whereas i could understand the tag saying that it was me -.-

2008-11-27T23:02:00.002+08:00

totally wasted this week as it is fucking boring -.-
really drained out due to boredom -.-
& i might go clubbing on saturday night i guess. well at least it is to chase away the boredom for the ENTRIE WEEK .

thats all i guess, nothing much to blog about. too bored anyway.

2008-11-26T21:51:00.005+08:00

i'm back to blogging. well let's see my birthday was soso i guess. quite worst from expected.
oh well, hmm and if my dear readers see what had happen on my tagboard,

please kindly ignore, as this person, johnson deserve total shame, a disgrace to all guys and men. well lets just say he is gutless will do. totally childish though, pity the people around him as they hanging around a 3 year old kid. only dare to do things behind the computer screen.i wonder how he find himself a girlfriend though, thought that any girl would not be able to stand his childishness.
well there's no point wasting my post on this person as i rather be spending time with other girls than trying to deal with him.

lets just say if this happen again, hmm "SAW 5" is out, so i tink i'll film "SAW 6". i mean what i said.

back to topic, well the world & my blog deserve some fresh air and it defintely doesnt need any type of these people to pollute my blog.

yesterday was like nothing, really feel like wasted though, since its so boring..
today was almost the same though, half the class skipped lesson halfway, well had some chat with james. and found out again that my expectations were like for extinct type of girls. -.-

overall nothing much, a thousand apologies to people who i had troubled these few days. well shouldnt even bother in the first place though. well lets see whether other people can cheer me up for my belated birthday though.

and lastly thanks to all people with their birthday wishings for me. =]

2008-11-25T21:53:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY !
Invaded your blog. Heh.

-Cassandraaaa

2008-11-24T23:19:00.004+08:00

blogging here & tml is gonna be my birthday which made me officially 17. LOL
hmm woke up at 9.51am today -.- so which means i skipped school today & went down to find the usual bunch.

ate lunch at there & well did the same thing -.- played psp with them though till night time though. haha yeah had dinner as well & there's one thing though. i'm trying to save money nowadays lol.

currently chatting with baby & i'm trying to make her drink herbal tea as she said that she's gonna be ill soon.

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bored now & its currently 1.23am -.- cant sleep and still there's noone to chat.
super bored now LOL -.-
really dun like being kope up and i'm trying to find something to do.
hmm noone to accompany me to go out at night now !!
well as you can see i'm trying to think of something to type, but its so boring, WTF, fancy it being on the wee hours of my birthday, damn it.

bored out soon -.- WTF.
don't like the feeling of boredom & being kope up at home& there's nothing to do.. why cant there be activities when i'm lack of them.
its always when i'm packed then there's activity -.-

fck la, so bored till nothing to do -.-

alright i'm off, wonder who's free for nightlife -.-

2008-11-23T23:04:00.003+08:00

wow, thats a huge orange & chocolate flavoured cake.
& it isnt for my birthday celebration. its for my future "san jiu mu"

its our 7 month anni today =]
& we spent almost 2 days full together =D

well lets start from yesterday, baby woke up late & came to find me. well was planning to go town though but ended up i slept all the way for the afternoon. so in the evening we went over to my uncle house for celebration. along the way bought some finger food from the night market near causeway point.

just nice to fill our stomachs temporily, haha so we went over and ate =x hmm not just ate the food but of course introduced baby to my relatives. well had fun over there & yeah my "er jiu mu" & "xiao jiu mu" kept saying my ears would grow long as i was drinking red wine.
you wanna know the reason why my ears would grow long, it's because if i got drunk, baby would pull my ears to drag me all the way home -.-

hey i at least do know where my limits are. haha so drank beer, red wine & red wine mixed with 7 up. haha i knew i drank alot, but well i'm allowed to drink woo~

affter that saw my uncle giving his future wife a pleasant surprise for birthday celebration. had cake & its was nice. my little bro kept wanting to blow the candles and cut the cake though. it was funny haha.

well father came & fetched me and baby home. well baby came to my house for a sleepover.
hmm we slept once we reached home till the next morning.

today i do not know the reason for waking up very early though and i woke baby up as well.
we slept & woke up for quite a number of times though. celebrated our 7 month anni at my house eating quite a simple lunch =]

later in the afternoon, well was planning to go out but its baby turn to sleep =p
haha so ended up we stayed at home for the entire day, sent baby home around evening & thats all for today this two days though =]

2008-11-20T22:43:00.003+08:00

hmm well i'm getting a bit better from my illness, but still i'm waiting for myself to recover so that i can eat good food =p

yeah and i'm waiting for this coming saturday woo~ well today UT was quite okay though, haha kinda going to miss year 1 though, so relax & slack =x
yeah thats all, shall update again next time.

2008-11-19T19:45:00.003+08:00

feeling sick today ~.~
nothing much & yeah even i knew i ws feeling sick yesterday, i still ate grilled steak during work which ah seng cooked.
not to forget i bought ice cream today which is now adding to my cough -.-

yeah hate this feeling of sickness & there's UT tomorrow, sucks

here's a random thing which i got from a friend, which is kinda yellow

Woman has Man in it; Mrs. has Mr . in it; Female has Male in it; She has He in it; Madam has Adam in it; No wonder men always want to be inside women! Men were born between the legs of a woman, yet men spend all their life and time trying to go back between the legs of a woman.... Why? BECAUSE THERE IS NO PLACE LIKE HOME

2008-11-16T23:48:00.004+08:00

just back from late dinner, yeah i know it's suppose to call supper but just had dinner with friends though.

lets start from yesterday night, went over to my workplace for steamboat. ate crabs, prawns & alot more. haha one of my friends said that she could knew my reason for coming, that is to eat & eat. =p LOL
drank champagne and gambled on thai black jack. did win 4 bucks after calculating from my wins & losses.
had fun gambling for awhile & after that father came & fetched me home which was aboout 3am.
oh and i forgot to mention that when the whole night safari was closed, its so dark that even my
phone's light cant help me in my vision, but thanks to some friends which lead me out to the carpark. =] haha don't worry they all are humans =p

today was like dull as these few days didnt went out of woodlands LOL. well went down to meet the usual bunch & pass our time as usual -.-

overall one fun thing that i enjoyed was the thai black jack =p oh yeah the champagne was sort of sour but the taste was okay though. =]
will be gambling on chinese new year =p haha but hey i know my limits.

on a side note, hmm a number of friends are taking note of my birthday though & some of them already got me presents already which shocked me though.
a big THANKS to all of them although i havnt got the presents yet.

alright i'll be off & baby just came back from genting.

2008-11-15T10:40:00.003+08:00

its saturday haha, well spent friday evening at 136 with hong an & wei jie playing psp. lol, since baby isnt in singapore this few days, i'm so bored -.-

hmm jun jie came around night time & we played & chatted. hmm guess what's the extent of us playing psp not wanting to get disturbed by others.
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we even pulled down the shop gate to show that we are closed & continued playing LOL.
we had been doing that since i started playing psp with them. after that mark joined us and played awhile though. the night was just spent playing like that.

today got no plans though, except later in the night around 11.30pm, i'm going to have steamboat at my workplace, =]
other than that this whole weekend i'm trying to find activites & noone seems to be free ):

oh yeah before i forgot, guess what the picture below?

guess?
guess?

cant seem to guess it right? well its my laptop cooler which i just bought yesterday in school, its cheap about $14 haha. cool right? =p

that's all haha will be back to update about steamboat though, hehe.

2008-11-13T19:39:00.004+08:00

hey finally blogging here =] ,a thousand apologies as i was too tired to blog these few days
well lets recall back shall we? if not people would say my blog are rotting till worms are coming out & the idea of baby helping me to clear is not bad. hehe

THANKS JOANNE FOR THE WONDERFUL IDEA, HAHA
at least there's someone who would help me clean my blog , & that someone is BABY =p

monday was spent working and schooling which can be quite boring though & of cause i think i slept throughout that day though, haha so much for monday blues =p

tuesday after school went to meet baby & her friends to eat steamboat. well overall was okay as i was engross in eating =x ssshhh, hey since when we went for steamboat & wasted our money there. food was nice & well i could say baby & me havnt ate our fill yet when we left, since they all need to leave early. hmm well next time would consider asking people who can stay late for steamboat =] which would commonly means my friends, well of cause not the usual bunch, i could ask others too.

hmm yeah maybe could go for steamboat with my friends when baby goes to genting =p oops
and oh baby going for genting this weekend which means we could not meet for this week though. it would be boring lo but maybe i could meet other girls behind her back =p haha kidding though.

& speaking of steamboat, my workplace would be organising one this saturday at 11.30 pm , which is sort of good as during the night i at least would not be bored but for the day till evening maybe worms would be coming out from me as i would be rotting -.-
lets see shall we? anyone wants to go out with me?? =p

wednesday was a rainy night & i was working away. well there wasn't much customers as its raining. i love rainy nights =] its nice & cooling and if you are spending your time with a good friend or someone you like or love, its seriously brings out the atmosphere though =p

back to topic haha, hmm working was okay and reached home tired, chatted with baby on the phone & after that fell asleep though.
today was rather rush as i had UT in the morning, well UT was a killer i guess as i stoned at the questions today. LOL & i was 12 mins late for UT, which resulted me in not completing the questions.

alright enough of ranting on school, hmm today is mabel's birthday,
hmm what can i say?

WISH YOU A HAPPY BIRTHDAY HERE TOO =]

hope you enjoy your birthday though, haha the class did sang & celebrate her birthday in a way.
hmm okay tonight i would spent accompanying baby as she would be going off to genting tomorrow morning ): wonder if baby would miss me anot.

on a side note i would try to be updating regularly haha so that my readers would not miss me? =p haha i know i'm bhb haha but hey at least i do admit

2008-11-09T19:16:00.012+08:00

friday was nothing?? i duno, well forgot about what had happen on that day -.-
yesterday was like happy gathering at first, then wtf ending.

hmm yesterday went with baby to godmum hse. sort of okay when bros came with their steads. well all was happy till something happen which made me damn piss off.
after that went to meet mark they all for midnight movie. 'THE COFFIN"
didnt catch the story & had to ask jun jie to explain. well after that blah blah then done.

today went to AMK to had a change in hairstyle which made me sort of like a kuku guy -.-
had to wait for it to grow into new hairstyle though, which would take me about 2 or more weeks. hmm was suppose to go for drinking session tonight with uncles but end up i didnt go.
hmm been regreting not going now, since i had nothing to do at home -.-

for now guess i would be off. its like fucking boring now -.-
& come to think of it, had some comments from friends in the past & i found them to be true though, i'm rarely got piss off to the extreme, but if i do, i duno what happens.
hmm been coming to know about it this few days

& it seems noone is there, so what more can i say?
one day i ought to disappear / MIA?
i guess as this whole of november is turning to be worse rather than a good time & since my bd is falling on this month, i duno why but i'm seriously not looking forward to it.
since this month is such a bad month..

chances are chances but all things comes with a limit on them.

2008-11-06T00:00:00.004+08:00

blogging after work which is really very rare. yeah & today work was okay though, quite slack & some good food to eat =x ah gan made ribeye for me. STEAK woo~
nice & juicy, haha i was kidding around that i was hungry, & he asked whether i want ribeye.
i just answered with an anything & i got a ribeye =x

yummy =x well after work got to eat lychee which was meant for the uluphant cocktail as alex was throwing away those lychee & i got to try the lohan jelly which was this month promotional dessert. was GOOD =]

work was fun with good food to try, during closing got to learn some cooking from ah huat.
well just learnt some basic cooking though, which was the fried rice.
at work i actually picked up some cooking from the chefs though but i had yet to try to cook yet =x anyone willing to be my food tester??

okay jokes aside, there's UT later on & oh boy i really don't look forward to school though
oh well who doesnt. hmm aside from school, work today was nice with chatting with chefs & good food.

haha i know i've been repeating about food, it nice though. well been picking up things from ah huat & ah gan. chinese & western food respectively. ah huat was shocked that i had interest in cooking. i wonder whether i would be able to change from service crew to chef?

just pondering though. didnt know that i took interest in cooking that much, haha.
sometimes i just wonder is it work that had been shaping me.
in the past i used to be a kuku head, blur & easy to bully kind of kid. now i turned to a guy who knows how to think for himself & see some things clearly.

guess there's another factor, my friends around my side, as they are so much more matured than me. certain things i knew no matter how hard they said to me, i could only expereince it then i could learn.

life without pratical isn't just life, haha my post is getting emo. lol

& there's one thing i would like to rant about is today. -.- first of all as you all know i'm working today which means i do not have the time to go out and have fun.
today zhichong was free & due to work i cant meet him , then next up was peiling, she msn me during my lesson time & she asked me for ktv with the rest, due to work i cant go. ROAR

all had to be on today wednesday -.- should nt have work today & instead i should work on tuesday ROAR~

alright enough rants, some things had been bugging me recently but i think i could manage on my own somehow?
thats all bye =]

2008-11-04T10:51:00.009+08:00

blogging in school today. there's no work for today as there's no schedule for me today lol.
one day less from my salary & anw i missed 2 of my UTS for one module which can be really turns off my mood.

well so much for retarded poly, cant drop out of school as dropping out means going into NS early as my mum for sure will send me for enrolment once i dropped out of school. pretty much effective against me though -.-
spare me from those cheer up or pity. i don't need any of these.

on another note, maybe keeping things to myself seems to be a better option most of the time.

2008-11-02T20:21:00.003+08:00

hmm as days past by, my post seems to be shorter & shorter.
well nothing much about today too, webcamed with baby till she fell asleep & i went to find hong an at 136.

as usual played psp for awhile & we crapped & chatted alot of stuffs. & we went to check the new psp, in which we didnt find anything that attract us though. except that it had better screen as compared to other psp. such as under sunlight we can still see what are the charaters doing, instead of the normal psp which just gives you black screen as you cant see anything.

i'm currently thinking of getting another psp, so that i could past my current psp to my bro, so that he could accompany to chiong some games. haha i'm such a "good" guy, well of cause i had motives though, so that i could have some company while playing multi-player games though.
still considering though, since theres some stuff going on in the market & i have yet to get edmond's wedding gift. sigh~ so many things to get,
my wallet gonna burn a big hole soon O:

& i forgot one thing, i failed to force baby to drink herbal tea ):
she's going to fall ill & she don't want to drink though.
not to forget today's last day of the one week holiday, which can turn off my mood as school's tomorrow & there's work for me too i guess.

getting bored already as there's so much things tieing me down. school , work & money ):

2008-11-01T21:25:00.003+08:00

its saturday & its slowly reaching school reopening, which i really dread going -.-
its so dull going back to school & doing presentations, i rather spent the time slacking with friends though.
well no use ranting & complaining as if i were to quit school, i would be sending myself to my own doom which in turn, my mum gonna send me to NS -.-

well gonna get use to life though although its always so dull..
anyway went out with baby today & we went to catch a movie, high school musical 3.
overall was okay, well after that went over to find my mum. we crapped with her & its so relaxing at her house. drank (red wine + jolly sandy) which my mum mixed. its nice & baby find it nice too.

time flies when we are having a good time though, had dinner & after that send baby home.
thats all for today. & its another pictureless post again, haha.

2008-10-31T23:11:00.003+08:00

its friday and time seems to fly for this week of holiday~
took this week off from my work & i spent most of the weekdays slacking with friends till night time though.

so i pratically slacked for this week & i dread going back to school & work. its just seems so tiring -.- well i did enjoy myself while slacking friends as we were disiao-ing with each other. at least its better than nothing.

won't blog much today as its like not much activities to blog about except that we did overtime at friends' work as we were playing psp =x
last of all, one word to describe me now is sort of shag, as some things weren't meant to be taken easily and go. which are some of the things i'm facing now..

that's all for today. haha

2008-10-29T13:48:00.005+08:00

currently blogging before i'm off to find things to do, as it's a boring day.
well been thinking about some things for the past few hours, how do i say it??

i do not know either, every time i met some of my friends, my thinking & perception changes. its like growing up & out of my age. from a typical 17 year old thinking to nearly about 20 year old thinking.
indulge myself in songs from my playlist & currently my mind sort of empty i guess?
from my group of brothers, i envy one of them the most. no matter how hard i try to catch up and try to change, i'm still the same me, messing up things here and there. its easy to catch up things but hard to apply, which reflects the current me.

i lack a lot of things from myself, my self confidence which is really very low -.- which i really tried to improve. he knows the (do & dont)s wheras i don't. he said that i'm still learning along the way and those are the lessons that i learnt.

a lesson learnt is a mistake made, i agreed on that. but can't i just know all things already?
everything in this world has a price for it and there's nothing free. that i agree, as so far there's really nothing that you desire would fall from the sky.

from looking back my past previous posts, it really reflects that i'm a emo person -.-
i learnt that how i present myself really reflects me all along, but i'm trying to change to a brightful person, which i had long forgotten how to be one.
growing up makes me think more as most of my friends are really matured as they are either reaching adulthood or they are already in adulthood -.-

trying to change to a better me, but all seems so hard
well just some random thoughts that pop out today , well any comments just tagged me about it.
i'm off as its already 2.14pm -.-

& i figured out my interest while i was thinking all those stuffs, i'm quite interested in food and beverage which led me to cocktails & mocktails & wine =]
figured out my interest now & this is where i should be heading towards instead of going about unnecessary things which i had no interst of such as maybe business etc.

2008-10-28T21:37:00.004+08:00

today didnt seem much as i was just slacking away with hong an & wei jie at 136.
well was playing psp with them as we were "hunting" =p
spent the time there slacking, chatting & smsing baby as she was working for her school work attachment for this 2 weeks.

took 1 week off for this week & i'm thinking when to visit mike at his office though as i've been saying that i would visit him someday, hmm will think of a plan somehow.
and this coming december i would be attending one of my friend wedding, yeah so would add another top to my shopping trip with baby this novmeber.

currently webcam at home with baby & i'm still thinking of tomorrow's activity -.-
thats all for today,
bye =]

2008-10-27T23:44:00.003+08:00

here blogging today. just reached home after a series of activities, tiring though.
well lets start from yesterday then.

sunday was quite fun, went ktv with baby & her relatives. well most of the songs were sung by baby & her cousin, madeline.
well after that had dinner with them at chinatown & the "tian ji" there was nice. so yeah after that went with them to her cousin house to play WII and we stayed there for a night.
well we played WII FIT & i'm more balanced than baby =p

stayed up for almost the entire night with baby as we were watching movies while waiting to play mahjong. but ended up we didnt get to play as all went to sleep.

today woke up and went to have our late breakfast which is considered lunch with baby & her relatives. after that we homed. i went home took a bath & off i am to godmum's house to meet eugene & the rest.
slacked at there while using our laptops & psp. dinnered & took supper at subway with eugene & we chatted along the way. before we trained home.

time seems to fly sometimes. sign~
& it sort of feel weird without baby beside me though

2008-10-25T15:02:00.005+08:00

shirely temple =]
a nice drink which baby though it taste like breezer.

yesterday evening baby came & met me. took her to night safari for dinner and of cause tram rides =p
reach there too early, so we went to look around night safari. saw some staffs dressing up for halloween. quite nice & there are pretty gals oops =x hehe kidding alright.
brought her to bongo burgers to slack awhile & find eugene & gladys as they were working there. so went there chatted & of cause did order a mocktail which was shirely temple, the picture on top.

after that went up to my workplace, ulu ulu resturant to have our dinner. well ordered sambal stingray, bbq chicken wings, sweet and sour prawns, fried beancurd & prawn dumplings =p
haha did ordered quite alot of food, haha but overall was nice except that the sambal stingray was quite a disappointment as there were new chefs cooking it ):

& when i went there with baby, esther & the ulu gang except for some chefs saw baby. O:
hehe well esther & christine both sort of disiao me about that though =p esther was like telling me that i pick the wrong day as there was shortage of staffs on that day. well christine was like saying "ur niu ah?" when i brought baby along to say hello to her.

after that brought her into the night safari & we went for the tram of horrors =x
haha there were some horrors & scares along the tram ride & it's interesting with some statues of people being impaled and some scares by staffs in costume. fun & enjoyable though.
after the tram ride went back to ulu & slacked with mark & eugene. as eugene had just knocked off so we slacked & chatted.

send baby home but didnt know that the train we took was the last train so ended up at baby's house for a night and watched tv with baby.

today morning went with baby & her family to her school as her bro need to take back his report book. well baby showed me around her school, & we went for breakfast & then homed.
reached home bath, slept awhile and chatted with baby. the current time now is 4.19pm
yeah and wonder would there be activity for tomorrow or later on?

a pic to end off this post, ( baby & a halloween ghost)

trick or treat =p

2008-10-23T20:31:00.005+08:00

here to blog today, well everything was okay now, it's been half a year since i been with baby.
time sure flies when i had not been counting though.

today was spent crapping with classmates and i cant play dota in class -.- my laptop doesn't seem to run it. so thus i can't play with max & james O:

well going to try and see whether it would run later or what =p
just now had given myself thoughts of past during this year. well this year really had alot of things happen which can affect my life totally. well shall not eleborate more =p

november is a month of movies =] & this few weeks i had been getting more activities =]

a side note, i'm not looking good when i'm wearing cap now ):
any hair styles to recommend so that i could look good with & without putting on a cap??

2008-10-22T23:36:00.007+08:00

its been a few days since i blogged. well its becoming a habit of mine of being late to school and its at the expense of my grades and today's UT, which is my understanding test.
seriously been trying to kick out my habits but its just doesnt seem to work everytime i try.
been late for school and late for work, when am i able to kick this habit of being late? maybe i should try other ways.

work these two days had been peopleless with few customers and i had lost my mood working.
well currently working just to support myself as being from a single parent family for quite a few years really lacks a lot of things. which in terms i sometimes envy others.
no point ranting here i guess as i seldom talk about these things anyway

& yeah i'm being into english music again ;)
but my laptop screen seem to have problems i guess, got a bad feeling about it though

2008-10-20T01:08:00.004+08:00

alright i redid a post today & well the other post i deleted it as it was crap & it make me feel like i'm some other kind of guy..

friday was nothing much except collecting my handphone from bishan & converting it to cash.
went amk slack awhile & its kinda nice once for a change to slack there around evening time. but the mrt is crowded when i was on the way to amk though -.- & i was a few centimeters apart from a girl face to face lol. which highlight the point that the mrt is THAT crowded. well the girl is quite pretty though. well only quite =p haha just ignore about the girl part though.

after that cabbed down to find baby and accompany her =] on the way passing through the expressway at night, was pondering over some things in the past & wondered what would happen if some things did happen before during this year? wondered what would my life be now.

well okay enough thinking as it's CRAPS.
nevermind i'm in the present now =]

met baby & had our dinner at kfc which didn't make our tummy full ): we slacked awhile before homed.

saturday was spent waiting at home for baby to find me, well was tricked by her sms -.-
but when she came, i did gave her a surprise though. which is the picture below =]

a shirt which had SQUID BALL as pictures, cute shirt?

after that went to woodland center to have our late breakfast cum lunch at the hawker & the hawker there is nice. brought baby around woodland center & then we trained to JP to have our dinner at MOS before sending her home.

the frozen strawberry we had at mos for dessert.

sunday went to bugis with baby & her bro. walked around & baby's sense of taste is good..
some clothes that caught my eye are credited to baby =p
we went cwp afterwards & slack at acrade till time to accompany baby & her family for some of her parents' friends hari raya visiting.
well overall was okay i guess? got some green packets & after that now i'm homed & seriously i'm dreading on my usual life cycle with work & school. need lots of love & care though D:

before signing off here's a pic of baby wearing what i bought for her =p

alright i'm off, bye. & its nice yeah =]

2008-10-16T23:27:00.006+08:00

MONKEY on my laptop =p that belongs to mabel though..

today was full of crap in class, haha & for once congitive today was fun as i & my poly friends were playing viwawa in class. from sushido to wahjong to warlords. well was fun though, haha kept laughing and doing funny things while playing viwawa.

fun day though haha and evening was spent slacking with wei jie & hong an at 136. well transfered some psp games & crap with them though. was fun crapping witht them though & i'm now currently finding an online game to play O:
well fun & crappy day, tomorrow going over to bishan to get my phone from SE shop from repair.

thats all for today, i know its a short post so dun mind it being short (:

here's what mabel did to my hotdog bread.
look carefully, there's my name written on it =p

2008-10-15T17:52:00.005+08:00

currently blogging here again, yeah.
tuesday was spent working & school. overall its like nothing i guess well except for work go there crap with friends though.

wednesday which was today, well no work today as my name wasn't on the schedule for today so tadda i'm at home resting. well nowadays life seem so bored lol. hope there are more activities coming up though. hehe & oh yeah did some things in school & waiting for new movies to be coming up in theaters.
am going to watch them with baby =]

& there's another thing, got a couple phone with baby =] well her blog did said what couple phone we had now

& a p.s i kept seeing a nissan skyline this two days -.- its cool but i know i would not be bale to own that -.-

2008-10-13T23:24:00.004+08:00

today went to school and it's as usual though, UT tomorrow O:
hmm gd luck for me though.

today went to bishan to get my handphone fixed up & after that went to amk to get some compensation, details shall be known on tomorrow =]
well met baby at amk hub for awhile & after that went with mum & my little bro for dinner.
on the way to dinner saw 2 chio gals O:
& u nowadays seldom see me praise gals pretty okay, since my standard rose up. yeah finally saw two gals which i can praise as pretty okay ;D even my mum agree =p

alright thats all for now, going to study for UT later on & of cause sort out my songs for my new phone W760i =p

2008-10-12T22:38:00.005+08:00

the crimson red reflects what my eyes see.
the merciless eyes that see through the cold blooded world.
what do you see with those eyes?

went out to meet baby today, well thanks baby for accompanying me today.
today wasn't what i expect it to be, well was suppose to be happy when i changed my handphone, but it did'nt turn out to be a happy event though. i felt anguish for the whole train ride, its the second time it happen & i swear i would not let it happen again.
nevertheless shall see what can be save about my situation tomorrow & due to this i had to postpone one of my working days to wednesday.
all i could was to blame myself though, was it my plain stupidity or was it my indecisiveness to reject & look for better options. it was both, the feeling of defeat isn't great at all.
吃败北风真的不好受.. 尤其是败给自己

well all hopes are going to pin on tomorrow though & while walking back home from the mrt station, was playing psp & all i did was played the game & walk straight without looking. it sort of felt great thought to walk like this in the night.

2008-10-12T00:29:00.006+08:00

hey i'm back to blog about these past few days as i have tons of activities.
friday after school, baby went to find me in school and we went my house to get my things & off we went to amk. headed there to check the price my handphone can fetch. well didnt get a good price though. so would be changing to a new phone on sunday =]

wanted to change on friday but when you saw the picture below, you would know why i decided to change it on sunday. -.-

well met clarence & xiaojie at amk & off we went to eat steamboat =D well took lots of food and ate till our stomach's content. was FULL & crapped while we ate, & after that send baby home. the train was like empty without a single soul. reminds me of nightlife i'm having =x

after that went to sembawang to meet poly friends & ton over at one of their house. we drank volka with mixture of soft drinks. its like not much kick & i can still remember clearly what i said to my classmates though. haha oh well after that slept for a few hours & went home the next morning.

reached home took a bath & chatted with baby. took a nap in the afternoon & went out to meet brothers at night safari for dinner. well met them ate chilli crab & lots of food.
& the main point we drank red wine =D
after that slacked & chatted till about 11+pm, & homed.
currently chatting with baby on the phone & she sang a song =x cute voice =x

& i think its time i take charge for my life. do things to the best so at least i would be satisfied in the things i do. yeah in games, study, life. like so that at least i do feel a place with my baby & brothers.

here's the effect i took for red wine, without editing =p

a side note to keep track, some people drink to forget, whereas i drink for fun & drinking sometimes does bond people closer. well i did say sometimes
well would not be drinking too much though, as baby gonna kill me soon O: